Eye of the storm

All is calm now. Anger's gone temporarily, but I know I'm gonna lose it should he call again.
There are so many fish in the sea and yet my fiance has to be the demented fish ... yes the pufferfish with a 3 second memory that blows up everytime you annoy it. Unfortunately it's a regular occurence due to the 3 second memory span.
But why should I stick to the pufferfish? I could have a clown fish that can make me laugh all the time, or perhaps a salmon who, although slightly daft, is happy to go with the flow (well...against the flow, but at least in the same direction as the other salmon). A carefree goldfish could do too. However, I had to go and choose a pufferfish. I try to get close, but I get hurt every single time. I guess I must be the dumbest fish of all. The only one with the 2 second memory who keeps repeating the same mistake time and time again.
I'm tired of being the dumb fish. I really have to get out of this mess. Pre-marriage counselling? Just leave? Be more assertive? Keep my distance? This is hurting my less than pea-sized brain. Better sleep.